RUCHIRA ADIDAMA JANGAMA HRIDDAYA:

My Dearly Beloved Adi Da Samraj, There are truly no words that can come close to describing the Miracle of all the Gifts that You Have Given to me. I lay myself at Your Sacred Feet in eternal gratitude and devotion. I love You, My Beloved Ishta-Guru, with all my heart and with every cell of this body-mind, which is Yours. I make this confession of these Gifts with ecstasy and in praise of Your All-Accomplishing Work.

My Beloved, I know heart-deep that You Are Real God, the Divine Person Incarnate, the One That I and all beings have always prayed and waited for. I know that Your Divine Siddhis are Complete, that You Are the Furfillment of the Miraculous Sacred Process of Divine Descent, through Which Real God completely takes on the form of Man.

Beloved, You have enabled me to stably Stand as the Witness in relation to all arisings in this body-mind and circumstantially. Particularly over the last year, this practice has deepened, and the steadiness of the depth-Realization in meditation has been strongly carrying into life, as You Admonished me that it must. I have felt You undoing the tendency to hold on to the Position of Consciousness as a Reality separate from Your Radiance (or Light), and I experience that error as a clear form of seeking (or un-Truth).

Through Your Skillful Means, You have Immersed me in Your Light and Love-Bliss and have required me to be actively engaged in transforming my life in surrender to You. In this way, You have brought me more and more to see and feel and Know You as the Conscious Being and Blissful Radiance Who Lives and Is all. I feel You all the time, Beloved, both in life and meditation, as "Atma-Murti", the Conscious Source-Condition of All and all. I Contemplate You as the Great Still-Point (or Well) of Being Itself, Consciousness Itself, Prior to all forms and thoughts and feelings and doings.

In that Well of Your Free Being, "I" become lost in a Swoon (or Samadhi) of no-attention to forms or thoughts or states or even the sense of "difference". This Samadhi is such a profound Gift of Your Hridaya-Shaktipat, My Beloved, that no words can even describe my gratitude. After attention begins to become reassociated with the body-mind, I notice that the heart and head and entire body-mind feel Flooded by Your Blissful, Radiant Love, and literally Infused with a different, freer perception of reality, Instilled with Your Conscious Being. I bow to You, My Divine Lord, for this Gift. I also intuit the limit of this Samadhi and how I am still bound by the delusion of Consciousness separated from form, not Divinely Recognizing all arising in and as only Consciousness-Radiance, Your Form Absolute. My Beloved, I pray with all of my heart that You Grant me this Realization by Your Grace. My heart longs for the Divine Realization of Perfect Inherence in You and Non-separation from You.

You Shine "Brighter" and "Brighter" before me, Beloved, and I prostrate at Your Feet in service and devotion to You.

[October 11, 1997]

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